this update is gonna be totally random, so be prepared for some mind-blowing news ;) haha.
-im currently on a strict diet for the rest of the summer.
me && ma made a deal that if i lost at least 20 lbs by the time school starts back, she would give me one of her checks to go shopping with! (which is like $600 haha)
-i miss my friends SO FREAKIN BAD! especially kendra, kirstie, mary, jalisa, shell, wes, sash && my dear, dear kelsey. . who i have not gotten to meet just yet, but very soon will! haha
-tomorrow is the 1st day of college bound. im kinda excited, kinda not
there better be some hott guys there again this summer, or else i'll be upset lol.
-i miss mr. aaron baker =(
i talked to johnathan, his little brother, the other day && it made me realize i hadnt talked to aaron in forever.
-ma got me some kickass Dora the Explorer yogurts the other day, as a part of my diet. I love yogurt. . .its the best. && to make the yogurts even more damn cooler, they're dora the explorer yogurts; yah, bitch.
-i miss my best friend marney.
i havent talked to him in like a week or so && yah, im totally havin' marn withdrawals lmao
-ive became addicted to dancing && buying cd's.
i dance every afternoon && the past 2 times ive been to wal-mart, ive bought 2 cds : Taking Back Sunday's new one && Angels and Airwaves new cd.
-i've came to the conclusion that i watch too many movies, && i watch the same ones. . .too many times haha.
-i looked at a "detroit skyline" layout on Myspace today && it made me miss Detroit sooo bad. . .i miss my gramma && my whole family =(
-i think here lately, ive been in a depressed state. . .but never really noticed i was depressed. Its like here lately, ive been so happy && like crazy actin, that i feel for once this year. . .ive been truly happy; && it feels wonderful =)
-i miss my brother. he stays here most of the time, but when he's here. . .im pretty much out of the picture. Whitney comes up every day && they do stuff together. i mean, i love whit. . .but i just feel completely shut out of his life; like all the things we used to do together, now him && whit do.
-today i got to thinkin about things. . .&& im totally excited about the fair.
i know its not all that much to look at most of the time, but i just love the togetherness of everyone i suppose haha =)
-i need to start running again.
me && jade were supposed to go today, tomorrow && wednesday. . buttt, she hasnt called or anything, so ahh; its okay i guess. . .there's always my exercise bike! ;) lol
-i want to sing at the fair this year.
haha i dont know why, but i want to; i love singing && i wanna show off my voice! =) not to brag or anything though.. .lol
-im sick && tired of it storming every freakin day.
it got real bad again last night && thanks to my good ole friend Mike Sumner, i was okay =)
he asked me random questions all night to keep my mind off of the storm. . .how sweet is that, seriously?! haha.
-i miss my softball girls sooo bad; hell, i just miss softball in general.
whit, rae, britt, gina, dana, tarah, carrie && more of my big sisters haha, wont be there next year =(
after graduation whit asked me to take care of the softball team for her. . .i bout cried lol
-aarons little brother, johnathan asked me out the other day lmao
i love that kid so much. . .haha but love his heart, he's only 14 && i think i may of hurt his feelings lol
he said i was gorgeous && that he'd date me if i would date him haha.
-jade is leaving for the beach on thursday. . .she'll be gone for 2 weeks =(
im gonna miss the shit out of her.
-some guys, excuse me. . MOST guys are assholes.
i have my reasons to say this, but i wont get into it on here.
-i miss nicholas reid stiltner!!!
he better be at college bound tomorrow, or i'll be forced to kick his ass haha.
butttt, hmm. . .i think that may be all.
if i think of anything else, i'll make sure && put it in here later! =)
I LOVE YOU ALL! ♥